The 4th Day after the first treatment

The past 4th days has been miserable for him, nausea, diarrhea, lost appetite, fatigue. Consult with the nurse and double the dose of Anti-Nausea medication. He finally feel better today and was the first day after release from the hospital he was able to eat some lunch and dinner. His pain level seem to be under control, the nerve block seem to be working for him. I feel really hard on him to manage all the discomfort in his body and the uncertainty of the outcome of the treatment. Sometime I would rather able to take some of his discomfort and suffering on me to relief him a bit. As being said in the beginning we will not give up and we will still carry on working as a team to keep fighting. One of my friend send me a Bible verse quote" I will be with you when you pass through the water....... When you walk through the fire...... The flame will not burn you for I the Lord your God be with you " " Do not worry about anything but in everything through prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your request be known to God" The God give me a chance to have my Mom back to overcome the 11 days coma in ICU three years ago, Please be kind to us and allow me one more chance to give the strength for my husband to go through this. We both rely on science for cure and comfort through the prayer to fulfill part of our emptiness inside.